I thought I had sorted myself out. But I don’t think I have managed to do that yet.

Where to? I hate talking to other people about it. I feel like we just go around endless circles. 

And we get to the same conclusion: life’s gonna kick our asses all the time. 

I wonder if I am ever going to find someone capable of sorting myself out somewhat, as it looks I am absolutely incapable of doing it. 

This all feels like the calm before the storm. And, honestly, I don’t know if I can go through this again.